Ever since I can remember I have always been a bit of a procrastinator. Always finding something else to take my attention from any real task at hand. However with my ups and real real downs this past year, I think I'm starting to break the habit. This site and the awesome people that have given me so much support have really kicked me in my ass.
I've found that with the injury to my hand and my general inactivity here that I might have shot myself in the foot. I feel that with the recent memberships given to me by
and
really have given me that extra push to be more active here. I know others struggle with this, but I would have to say I am my biggest critic.
I am ALWAYS second guessing my work or if I should even be posting it and the past year would have to be my
toughest year yet with this struggle. I come and go from this site mainly because it can get intimidating - and I sometimes come off feeling inadequate.
So however on that note I just want to write this journal as a huge Thank You for all the people (most of you should know who you are) who have been fans of my work and have kept me going on here - or should I say have kept me wanting to come back here, you guys are amazing and I hope to be way more active and not so disappointing in the future. I really am so so so grateful to have such support and I only want to try to give
back somehow.
So on that note and after my little rant